Monday, September 19, 2011

I haven't forgot you little blog

I haven't forgot you just been experiencing life and haven't sat down to process in words.  I'm watching the first show of  "Dancing with The Stars" and it makes me happy that I can root so hard for people to do well and really want them to get a special experience out of it like many others. I love David Arquette. He's in recovery and he is such a lovable person. I don't care who wins, I just want my favorites to have one of those transformative experiences , because I want transformative experiences. It feels good to have general kindness in my heart and to root for strangers in my life. I'm trying hard to really participate and make things happen in my life. I've picked up and filled out a couple of job applications for part time work. Partly because I am not sure I wouldn't crash and burn if I jumped into a full time job after no work for 11 years and the other is I need some sort of recent work for better employers to verify. I know without a doubt that the universe rewards action. It will more than meet me halfway when I do my part. I have been successfully back on Weight Watchers for a week after taking a week off to medicate my feelings. The key I always miss is after i jump off the program, I fail to get back on. My continued lesson in intredpidness continues. I'm in a place I never thought I would be again. I'm really happy and in tune with the spirit and my hope levels have never been higher. I am so full of compassion and love it is a little scary but I'm rolling with it. 

1 comment:

Katie said...

Clinton, you inspire me to keep going, keep growing. I also love David Arquette...he seems a little unsteady emotionally right now, and I hope that this builds him up, as he dances better and better each week, and feels the love of so many as he goes along.