At this time I don't have any idea how to be in a program of recovery except to push all my chips into the pot and go all in. It proves the quickest way for me to get relief and the huge benefits I have, I am, and I will receive. Emerson in the directions t o a new way of life quickly makes me feel better. Makes me feel a part of rather than apart. I really, honestly don't know how to do this without going ,"All in! Mutha Fuckers". I'm here for the renovation and redemption. I am in this recycling program because I'm tired of the secret ache and the slow bleed.