Friday, February 17, 2012

I wonder if I'm ever going to have someone to show up to love me that is going to stick around a while. The plight of the gay man is we have a lot of close friends until they get married and then they are gone. I've made friends with a straight man and over the last 4 months I've really gotten to care about him, but it's just a matter of time before he falls in love and moves away too. Now if this is sort of some fucked up karmic position I hold where I love people until they feel good enough to find mates and partners then forgetting about me, then I a pissed I signed up for this crappy cruise. lol  I do wonder if there is anyone on the planet that could love me and stay.