It's 11pm, I've done my family duties and I am kind of lonely now.

I spent the day "showing" up for my family. Driving one person here and another one there. It was 97 degrees and I got in tonight to late to go to a meeting. I am sort of lonesome at the moment. It probably is magnifying the tiredness. I'm in a good spot, nothing is wrong just a little blue. I have the opportunity to make many meetings this week and I hope my clarity continues to increase with each one. I really do have a lot of hope that I can have a life that is better than I ever imagined for myself. Just focus on the moment I'm living in and let the rest take care of the rest.